So tired of everyone getting caught up in what they have, how much money they are making, petty dramas, who is dating who, and other insignificant betterment they believe they have over other people. I don’t remember who said it but there was a quote that pretty much said we are all equal in death our graves are the same size. We chastise each other for different religions, skin color, social status and all this other meaningless shit. I just want to be a good person. I don’t care if I have money or get to go out all he time so long as I know I’ve been doing the right thing for myself and others.
I know it’s human nature to gossip and be strive for superiority because of some chemical conglomeration in our brains constantly making us strive for domination over others, but none of that will matter a month from now, a year from now, or even a decade from now. I don’t even know what I am trying to say anymore other than just I took a look at myself and how others around me interact with each other and it makes me sad. My generation just seems to have become a bunch of lazy, rude, alcohol drinking, high seeking, selfish, two faced, hypocritical people. There are always the few that show kindness now and again but predominantly I am sick of the bullshit created by others and their selfish minds.
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Started a new visual journal. I have bones and beads and shells in the middle. The whole cover has effects dust on it so the whole thing has a
metallic shimmer to it.
I guess I am just ready to start living. That’s why I have felt so down. I am ready to move to albany with the live of my life and really start living.
So in my first class my professor called me out on leaving to go blow my nose embarrassing me in front of my class of 70 people. My second professor said he was disappointed in me for not finishing my project. I was too upset to attend my third class and then in photography my professor said I have a permanent bitch face and size 13 feet. I never smile because of the bullshit I put up with from people so if hat qualifies my face as a bitch face then go for it. Fucking go for it. I work and go to school every day and this is what I get.